only divert boredom

hello I'm bored now. maybe you can give a solution to divert my boredom? hmm I want go out but very hot out there and I'm confused bout where. maybe I wanna tell you about my boyfriend. 
I want to tell you that he is the best person ever i’ve ever met.
he wasn't special but he was the best for me maybe, he teach me how to do good and to worship the god. he sometimes fun but sometimes annoying, him like hulk, hulk very cool. sometimes he is a figure that doesn't want to be disturbed. and now he didn't contact me. I hate it now he always disappears and so selfish for not thinking of my feelings.
very difficult to understand himself, his personal 
but I like him, so stupid but I admit that I liked her figure now. 

P.S : person in question may not know that I'm writing it here I hope he reads it